So why do we acting like it is?

My cousins Nasha and Anthony have grown up together since I could remember. They have been through so much but they still smile. I always considered Anthony my personal body guard, because to date, he is 6"2 and about 220lbs and its crazy watching him grow up. Everything that I do when we are around each other is like be careful or wait I'm gonna just carry you. Its craziness.  Nasha is sweet but dangerous. I remember this one time she was telling me about the time she was planting some flowers in a garden. When she stood up a frog was in the way so she decided to kick it out her way against the wall. When she told me this, she was so nonchalant it had me on the floor cracking up. Having cousins that you know love you unconditionally keeps you going.

E: Feel like coffee in an hour?
R: I just got into my pjs, but sure. only, where would we get coffee from?
E: Um actually sorry no. I just got in and I feel dead
R: I hate you haha, bi polar. tomorrow?
E: I think so
R: Plan on it, no lame excuses

If it's not me being on time to school. It's my grades in school.
If it's not me cleaning. It's me not cleaning good enough.
If it's me not going out. It's me going out too much.
If it's me not talking to you. It's me talking back to you.

No matter what I do it will always be something. Will anything I ever do be good enough?

I always want to nap. 
My body just never tells me when it's been rested enough.
I just want to take a day long nap.
Why can't I? 

Letter from phoenix makes me mad
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My friends sent me a web comic in which a girl discussed how she views Twilight in the real world.