This weekend my cousin was over he was in the basement playing video games. And I was upstairs in my room watching one of my Korean dramas went suddenly the Internet went off. I was like what the hell just happen? I was in the middle of the good part like Mary was about to find out about who kidnapped her boyfriend. Like really, really, so I went down stairs to see what was wrong.  The light wasn’t on but I could still see with the light from the TV. So I bent over to see what was wrong, and I saw that the power plug had came out off the wall. I put the plug back in and just when I began to get up my cousin jumped an screamed while running towards the back door it was the most funniest thing I’ve ever seen. I couldn’t stop laughing, apparently he was in the bathroom when I came downstairs and since it was dark he didn’t see me so when I got up he thought someone had broken in and that’s why he screamed and ran.

………Seven hours later, here I am again, so as you know Rumman, Amber and I went to Maggiano’s for lunch. So for appetizers we ordered the Maggiano's Mozzarella Marinara. And I must admit it was delicious. So we were waiting for our Entrées, I ordered the Linguine Mare, Amber ordered the Mom's Lasagna – Marinara and Rumman ordered the Fettuccine Alfredo. After like 10 to 20 minutes our meals were ready when we saw them our mouth got watery, as soon as the waitress left we began to eat. While eating we asked each other how the food was, Amber replied “mine taste great, how’s yours” she asked? I don’t know but my noodles are underdone I answered. “So is mine” Rumman said, I thought I was the only one.

 

Today is Wednesday and the weather outside is sunny.  Can’t wait to go out with Amber and Rumman. Today after school we’re going to Maggiano’s for lunch. Keep you updated….

Earlier today I planned on hanging out with some of my out of school friends. So I got up took a warm shower and got dressed. I had put o my favorite skinny legs jeans with my favorite pink top and my black boots. I got my hair done and I was just waiting for my friends to pick me up. So while waiting I started playing with my little niece but then she began to cry so I was wondering why she was crying. I knew she wasn’t hungry because my older sister had fed her about 30 minutes ago. So I touched her dippers to see if she was wet and bingo she was. I took of her wet dippers but what I did wrong was that I did not make sure that there were dippers in her bag. I had to send my little cousin upstairs to get some and by the time she went upstairs to get it, it was to late. I felt something warm dripping down my legs when I looked down it was my niece and she was peeing. OMG PRECIOUS YOUR DAUGHTER JUST PEED ON MY FAVORITE JEANS!

So today I woke up and I could not get out off bed, my entire body felt so sore. I had to stay in bed for about an hour more before I could finally get myself out off bed. See my sister and I signed up for the gyp in September we went there four days a week but as time went by and I started school and she was working and in school at the same time we began to spent less and less time at the gyp and before we could realize it we had stopped going to the gyp. But this weekend we decided that we would start going again, and we were excited to go and work out again, but what we forgot was the morning after affects. So after 2 and the half of working out at the gym yesterday has caused our entire body to break down. Next time I go back to the gym I’ll make sure I don’t push myself too hard unless I wont wake up for days lol.

Without you, I would not exist.

 

Rather stand out then fit in.

 

Trust is pointless, when HIV positive.

 

Appearance is far less than brains.

 

You are here, but I’m there.

This weekend I got to see my friend Kirstin, who is a sophmore at Regent University. She and her boyfriend Joel got engaged this fall and this was the first time I'd seen her since. She was telling everybody about how they met- it's the most adorable story ever.
Kirstin had just started her freshman year at college and she went to an "ice cream social" with her friends. They were all standing around talking when this guy walks up, Joel. He knows everybody but Kirstin and gives them all hugs. Kirstin jokingly says, "what, I don't get a hug??" and Joel makes this weird/awkward face and just kind of walks away. Later that evening, Kirstin is in her room and somebody knocks on her door. She opens it up to see Joel standing there. He goes, "Your Phillies suck." She lets him in and they argue for hours and hours. And now they're going to be married. I guess it's not the most glamorous love-at-first-sight type of story but I love it. It's like, he's so shy when he first sees her that he can't even say anything and runs away, but then he can't stand it that he missed his chance so he's going nuts trying to think of any excuse to talk to her and the only thing he can come up with is that she's from Philadelphia, so she must like the Phillies...

Every morning I wake up at 6. It's only a 30 minute commute from my house to school, but I don't like to rush in the morning, so I get up extra early. After I eat my daily slice of bread ( no butter, no jelly, not toasted) and change into my outfit, and do my hair, I then walk out the door around 7:00 and wait for the 5 bus, which comes at 7:05 am. Shortly after my 10 minute bus ride on the 5 I then catch another bus, the 48, which comes at 7:15. This is about a 15-20 minute bus ride and I arrive to school around 7:30-7:40ish. I like arriving at that time because I do most of my homework in the morning at school. I have a very planned out morning schedule, however this if often disturbed by my mom. Who always asks me to wait for her. I want to wait for her, but she always takes so long to get ready, and throws my morning schedule off. I hate that. Despite my schedule being ruined I always wait for her. I used to be pissy by my morning schedule being thrown off by her, but I finally accepted it. I no longer care about my morning schedule being ruined. It took me 3 years to be okay with that, but at least now I am.  I think it's because I know next year there will be no more morning commutes with her and I'm just trying to savor the moment now.

Six word story:

School. Work. "wanna get lunch?" Loneliness....

i went home, with the same intentions everyday.

knock on the door hard, yell through the mailbox to yell at my brother to let me in, run upstairs, hang my coat in my closet , start up the stupid laptop with the bad battery, and finally TAKE OFF MY TIGHT JEANS.

now on a side note, taking off my jeans is one of my favorite things to do in the world. i literally feel free. i bet both my legs and thighs inhale and exhale as soon as i unbutton.  from 7:30 am to 4:15 i suffocated my legs, and thats exactly how i feel .
after doing the routine, i decided to jump in my moms bed. she makes everything difficult so the reason why i was in her bed in the first place was because she was making me call La salle University.
so im on the phone and the classical music is playing for what feels like 85 minutes , and im remixing it with "buy you a drank" by t-pain , meanwhile my mother is flipping through the channels , debating on whether or not she should watch what she calls " gillys"
(gilmore girls) what a stupid $%@! name right?
 THEN  FINALLY some lady from the admissions office answers the phone.
and my mom burst out with " you stink patricia"
 im like " huh " ,
then i switch to a more curious face and she repeats herself...."you stink little girl,you smell like the outside"

since i was little ive been trying to figure out what the "outside" smells like but i end up pushing my thoughts aside and i get defensive and , say " well you smell like the inside"

she goes on to say i smell like old people, like i haven't washed in a few weeks
now
 for one: she didnt have to bring old people into this because now she offending somebodies grandmom or grandpop that we dont even know.

for two: this is my mother, im 16, and this is usually the talk little 12 year old boys have with there mothers after a sweaty game of some sport

i dont immediately jump in the shower at all, i let whatever smell i was walking around with linger in her room, and seep in her bed since she had so much against the "outside smell"

after a few hours , maybe 2 hours . i jump in the shower and im scrubbin my black knees ALL CRAZAAAAYYY because prom daisy duke season is approaching

im just squirting and squirting this  pink stuff onto my washcloth .  scrubbing and slathering.....i take a second to look at the bottle because it smells so good , and
it reads

"suave strawberry shampoo" -_-

 now i dont know whether to be mad at the fact that i just washed up in shampoo or to be happy that smell like i just used my mothers favorite shampoo to wash my gluteus maximus:)