I'm at the point wher ei'm quite unsure if i will pass calculus. i'm kind of sad now.

So I was pretty sick on Thursday and Friday which is the reason why I was not in school those days for anyone who is interested. I am sure that literally no one cares or probably even noticed that I was no in school, but I figured I might as well make it known some where and tell the story of my sickness here. So I came up with some sort of virus but it was not the usual virus. My skin was heated up but I did not have a high fever. It felt like I was burning up but in reality everything seemed fine. I was getting light headed at some times and then my head felt like a rock, dropping like one too. It was really weird and I was about to go to the emergency room but as soon as the thought came to my head I felt better again. Then after some nice rest I felt fine during the night, slept well, wake up and it starts all over again. I felt like this for Thursday, Friday and Saturday. Today I felt better. It was really weird. Meh. 

I don't really have a story to tell today. its ten at night and I'm more tired than I should be. Today was alright, I went running and had pancakes for dinner. And now I'm going to go to sleep and wake up at 6 am for a longgg monday.

I threw away somebody's laptop today.

So I went to my bank to get my new card because my purse was stolen a few weeks ago and I had everything in it. Anyways after getting my new bank card I asked for my bank statement and to my surprise I use my card way to much. Like I don't even realize that when I go to the store I just get things and slide my card without even caring how much I'm spending. Like I freaking spend over $600 in less then one month. OMG don't let my mom find out because she's going to trip. Anyways I told myself that I wouldn't use anymore money of my card on Friday but its to late for that I've already spend $124 in less than three days. What am I going to do with myself in the future? OmG I think I need therapy ASAP!! :(

was pretty friggin' sweet.
I had a good time for the first time in a long time, haha.

Slept over Ambers, chilled, worked, made money, yeaahyeaaah. (:

&when I woke up today I realized it was Sunday and I had school tomorrow.
Fml.

Just found out my boyfriends step-dad has cancer too, what the fuck.
I hate that word, it makes me sick.
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Don't go see this movie if you don't want to have nightmares.

I know my friends are playing when they say things like,

"are you wearing fake uggs, kill yaself" or "all my haters can kill themselves".

But that shit bother me. My oldest cousin committed suicide. 

So I know that this was soooo last day, however I was happy that the PHillies won :D