It's been a long time since I've had a cold.  And I'm talking about a real cold; not the ones with a mild sore throat and a runny nose, but the kind of cold where you can't even go to sleep at night because your nose is so stuffed up that you can't breathe.

For the past few days, I have been in utter anguish because of this cold.  I slept like shit last night and the night before because I can not get comfortable at all.  I feel like I need to shove an entire box of tissues up my nose to keep it from pouring snot. YUCKKKKKK!

And I hate how the weather is so beautiful but I can't even enjoy it because my throat keeps swelling up.  I can't even talk about how nice it is outside because my voice is GONE. 

And when I don't have to suffer through long hours of work, all I can do is go to my boyfriend's house after school and lay in his bed and pretend like I'm not dying from asphyxiation and lack of sleep.

UGHHHHH.

I got denied from UCF.
I had to get two shots yesterday and now my arm hurts.
My throat is so swollen and sore I'm going to end up crying.
I feel like I'm overheating, but then I get cold real quick.
I have precalculus next, fuck.
I'm eating ice cream, though. (:
I absolutely cannot wait for prom.
5/7 college acceptances, not bad. Considering the two I got denied from were in Florida.
Stevie Nicks and Rod Stewart tonight.
Can't wait <3.
​

excuse the late post, I'm just getting home from a very long and hectic day.
I found my outfit for ASD @ Howard.

Uki & I will be leaving Thursday in order to attend. Can't wait.

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. [Marianne Williamson]

This is my all time favorite quote of all time.

it is so nice out today. I was starting to get down and drowsy earlier, but as soon as I stepped outside the warmth of the sun lifted my spirits. Spring is coming. Well technically it's here but last week it hailed. Hopefully now the spring climate will stay and not come and go like it has earlier this month. STAY SPRING. STAY. I MISS YOU. I WANT YOU. I NEED YOU.

I hate the radio. A little less talking, a little more music please

 TOMORROW.
I CAN'T WAIT. 
<333333. 








fuckcancer. 

I had a very disappointing weekend but at the same time I had a great weekend. Friday night I went to the Roxy with my friend Kristina, her boyfriend Ryan, and his two friends Brian and I forget the other kids name. Now mind you I have a boyfriend and I am strongly against cheating. But on the other hand nothing was going right between Steve and I. I was on the dance floor with Brian and next thing you know we were making out as if I was single. What makes it worse is that it wasn't just that one time, it was all night and all Saturday night too. I didn't regret it and I didn't feel guilty I just was mad at myself for going against my morals. Yesterday I broke up with steve and that was it. I still have a date for prom and now I have made a promise to myself that I would never cheat again.

that I am addicted to fruit.  I eat so much of it.  Sometimes I feel like I may turn into a pineapple.