Tiresome... Life is tiresome.

We made a quick run to Cvs tonight, i'm in a strange and hyper place that may or may not be medicine or lack there of related. annnnyway I ended up sprinting past patricia at break neck speeds (did i say that right?) and she caught up with me later.

The other day my mom and I ate a diner. I saw that they had a coloring kids menu. I know I'm officially an adult now, but I love coloring. I immediatley asked the waitress if I could get a kids menu. She looked at me kind of weird and brought one over, however she forgot the crayons. I asked her
"May I have some crayons please?"
Then she really looked at me weird and just left to get me some crayons. My mom said she was embarassed to be with me (and I don't blame her) but I love coloring. In fact, for my birthday I got two kids coloring books with a pack of crayons. It was my best (and only present). I started to color the kids menu as my mom sat there bored. I asked if she would like to color with me, which she did. I then asked for her opinion on which color to color spongebob, since there was no yellow crayon. She looked up at me and said,
"I'm not going to have a conversation with you about what color you should color Spongebob."
She put her head back down and continued to color until our meal came.

I haven't posted anything the past two days because I was away and couldn't. So here is me making up those two posts I missed. Yesterday I was at a hotel walking around and I came across a bunch of dandelions. When I was younger I would try so hard to blow all the white fuzzies off the dandelion in one blow but never could. This always really upset me because all my friends and family could easily do this but I never could. I would persistently keep on trying to blow the fuzzies off, yet after a 5-8 tries I would be out of breath and would just give up. Wondering if I would still encounter this problem now I took a deep breathe in and blew. I blew all the fuzzies off the dandelion in one blow! I was so happy. I started running around plucking dandelions and blowing the fuzzies off them.  I defeated my long childhood struggles and wanted to pluck every dandelion insight and blow the fuzzies off all of them. However, I eventually ran out of breath and decided I would another time.  

- missed someone so much that it's like missing a part of you. Like a limb was cut off but in your mind you still feel like it's there?

- just wanted the one person you love, love you back equally or stronger?

During the two week gap before the main event occurs, Claire simply acts as though Natalie's harsh words and rumors are not affecting her on the outside.  In school, Claire tries to ignore the people pestering her and bottles all of her emotions up inside. After all, there is no one Claire can turn to anyway because everyone is so caught up in the lies that Natalie is spewing about her.  Claire feels even more alienated then she did before.  In her most recent post on GupShup, Calire says, "I am stuck in a whirlpool of pain. And I swear, it's all because of you. But you'll get yours in the end, I promise."  Claire feels helpless when it comes to the suffering that she is experiencing from the actions of Natalie.  However, she knows that within about a week, Natalie will get what's coming to her. 

I'm still lacking a charger, it's irritating me.

 I'm going to Howard, it's final.
Tomorrow is the trip with the A.A Lit class to a museum in D.c a tad bit exciteddd