To be up for work.

& too early to be suffering from all of this pain.

Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

I hate medical conditions.

Fell Asleep before posting on blog

Some useful information that you would need to relate to this incident in anyway is that my mom is a animal lover and sometimes I get the feeling that she care more about our 2 cats then she does about my own self. Anyway the day was great, i came home from work tired but happy for some reason. My mom was out and about doing her own things and for a second she steps out to smoke a cigarette. My dad comes home happy because he had a lot of business that day, but as he comes home he steps on my cats tail and all you hear thorughout the whole house is a loud shriek, the usual of what happens when someone steps on our cats tail. All hell breaks loose with that shriek. My mom rushes in the house hitting my dad because he got furious at the cat and attempted to kick it. They yell and argue for the next 30 minutes. Im stuck in the middle and I can not even ask for a sandwich (I had to make it myself :/) because everyone was in a bad mood. All because of a damn cat. So who should i put the blame on here? My mom for being such a caring person (too caring), my father for having such a temper with the cat and trying to kick it, or the damn cat which should not of been standing by the doorway in the first place. Ugh. 

Recently I have gotten into contact with some old friends that used to go with me to Polish school every Saturday. It is kind of surprising how modern technology can link lost bonds. Facebook did a good thing to me as now I have some new but old Polish friends around in the community. Now if I only had more time for them, that would be a nice thing as well. Work takes up so much time, hopefully I will be able to cope. 

Ah it really is a joy when you find a person that you can just blatantly speak with on the phone with for over an hour about anything in life really. As long as you have something to uphold it really feels nice. For me on Thursday night I think I found that person. I am really interested where everything leads to if all of this continues... 

My shoulders ache. Did you know a bottle ibuprofen only costs a 1.49$! I don't a big bottle of course but a small with 7-8 pills. I still think it's a good deal that stuff works.

​Its crazy how every step we make in life we have to start at the bottom like real shit. Your born so from there you gotta morph into your own person which is a killer. Then you have elementary school so your moving up from there once you hit 4th grade BAM middle school so you gotta start from 5th grade then High School you gotta start from 9th grade, College is just a whole other topic you don't wanna start. Basically you have to keep starting from the bottom & working your way up. Life is actually bitch in that aspect boy so your working your whole life in different stages of the shitty bottom.

*The Read say Killer BAM Bitch Shitty sorta funny.

Just watched "The Passion of the Christ" for the second time.  That movie really makes me question what I believe in.

I'm non-religious but after watching that, I dunno anymore.

I really need to do some rediscovering of myself.

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I swear i'm forgetting something i'm supposed to do over break, can't for the life of me remember what it is.