Math.
Did i ever mention i hate it? I have it at school and at home i check my mom's work. i really really hate math it's way too frustrating.
I give up. I'm going to sleep
I give up. I'm going to sleep
Storytelling - Chase Public Feed
Progressive Day
Today I took care of college payments and financial aid stuff. It was relatively easy; which makes me think I did something wrong. I will make phone calls and take care of everything tomorrow, but for now I have a stomach ache and need to rest. It was a big day for me. I woke up at 3 am, went for a hike at 7:30 am, then went to a doctors appointment all the way out in New Jersey, came home for 5 minutes and went all the way out to birdsboro for rock climbing. I was very pleased with my performance in rock climbing. I haven't climbed since the summer and thought I wasn't going to be able to get up at 5.7 or this 5.8 climb, which were always struggles climbs for me. To my surprise I got up them quite well and was using foot techniques to take away the pressure I was putting on my arms. Overall, this day was quite splendid. I got a good amount of physical activity and got my educational shit done (somewhat). HOORAY FOR TODAY!
Today.
Going to Children's Hospital today at 12 for an appointment with Nephrology.
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This sucks.
I hate my kidneys.
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This sucks.
I hate my kidneys.
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Dread
I have a feeling of dread and I can't figure out the cause. I feel like i'm forgetting something extremely but for the life of me can't discern what it is. It's slowly driving me insane. I want to lay down and stop thinking about things that matter but the nagging in the back at my head at this unknown problem is consuming.
Countdown
24 days until prom.
36 days until June 1st, which technically is when we all stop doing work, haha.
49 days until June 14, I think.
131 days until I move into college.
I'm tired of school. Ugh.
36 days until June 1st, which technically is when we all stop doing work, haha.
49 days until June 14, I think.
131 days until I move into college.
I'm tired of school. Ugh.
Grenade by Bruno Mars.
I thought this was simply hilarious, I had to upload this.
Tumblr
I ABSOLUTELY LOVE TUMBLR.
I made one a long time ago but didn't know how it worked so I just quite it, so august I think I gave it another try and now i am absolutly in love with it. Its a place where you can totally express your inner most deepest secrets through pictures text, videos, audio or quotes. Its an opprutunitly to meet new people and network. For example one of my favorite blogs, is a girl from Australia, things like that amaze me. Smh this technology sure is a nifty thing lol.
I made one a long time ago but didn't know how it worked so I just quite it, so august I think I gave it another try and now i am absolutly in love with it. Its a place where you can totally express your inner most deepest secrets through pictures text, videos, audio or quotes. Its an opprutunitly to meet new people and network. For example one of my favorite blogs, is a girl from Australia, things like that amaze me. Smh this technology sure is a nifty thing lol.
Spring Break
My spring break was cool, really calm and chill. I spent almost the whole break over my cousin house and she got me thinking.
I am really going to college. Like its not a game anymore, this is for real. This is real life and the near future. This means new friends new faces new experiences and new memories that are to be created.
We always were talking about fake friends and grimy people in our lives. I had to think, I never really got that close to anybody for them to "snake" me, but she had me rethink a lot of recent things that happened before I left for spring break.
So all in all, the time for cutting ppl completely off is here and more apparent than ever
I am really going to college. Like its not a game anymore, this is for real. This is real life and the near future. This means new friends new faces new experiences and new memories that are to be created.
We always were talking about fake friends and grimy people in our lives. I had to think, I never really got that close to anybody for them to "snake" me, but she had me rethink a lot of recent things that happened before I left for spring break.
So all in all, the time for cutting ppl completely off is here and more apparent than ever
Easter Traditions (2/24)
So today was Easter. Being Polish honestly needs to come with a instruction manual. Or at least being me. There are so much traditions that Polish people unlike a lot of Americans that I see in the US. I had to dress up for a freaking breakfast. I wore a really nice long sleeve shirt with black jeans and dress shoes to a 9am breakfast. We prayed for about 10 minutes before sharing piece of a holy egg. Then we brought out a lot of traditional food like tartar (Grinded up raw meat with a lot of spices in it), lots of holy egg, lots of holy bread and FISH. I strongly dislike fish. I personally follow the traditions as lightly as possible (parental conditions permitting). Then I have to dress up the same way for dinner. Mind you it is hot as balls with jeans on at this point. It was not comfortable what so ever. I could not relax much as there was always something to do around the house... I could not have a social life because it was not allowed.... Its definitely a sacrifice I have to make however in the end the family cohesiveness is worth it. I live a strange life sometimes. Traditions make me go pray on Halloween night instead of trick or treat. Make me eat weird Polish food that I dont even have an appetite for on Christmas and Thanksgiving. However they also allow me to have a great time, particularly around New Years Eve. Ups and downs.
Playing guitar.
After 4years i decided to pick guitar again cause the teacher i had before hand didn't really teach me he just told me what i was doing wrong then would jam out and play for 5 minutes before i could fix what i was doing wrong. so i told my friend that i was gonna play again and he told me i could'n't because people with small hands are bad at guitar or will never be able to play guitar fully. that only made me mad and more determined. I also broke my E-string tuning it.
