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​I've worked so hard.

I haven't found out for sure yet.  But the list of affected employees is coming out today.

I will know tonight whether or not it's all over.

But I'm preparing myself for it because I know it is going to be me.

Capstone presentations are coming fast and well... I need to work on my capstone! So I have been partnered with Mr. Blocks father (or I was supposed to) however our communication was not fluid so our collaboration was broke apart. Before it was broke apart however I recieved some valuable information about what is supposed to be inside a business proposal and on top of that a book which illustrates many neat things. Time to get to work!

There is a species of red ants that travel to other smaller ant colonies, kill everyone there, take the eggs, hatch them, and force the newborns to be their slaves. A typical slave making ant colony of 3,000 will have an average of 6,000 slave ants working for it.

I learned that today... pretty cool. I'm so stressed right now I can hardly take it. I have no idea how to work my TUPortal account to accept my award letter from Temple, if anyone did it already, PLEASE show me. I am really nervous about preforming in the semi's tomorrow, even though I have everything memorized and know what I'm doing. I don't know what I would talk about if I were called tomorrow in storytelling. And until I know where I'm going to school next year I think it's just going to stay like this. I hate all this uncertainty, I'm not someone who can handle that very well...

I would just like to give a props to Will Ferrel for having the balls to be disgusting and unattractive in his movies. While it's at many times disturbing, it's good comedy (for many). I'm very impressed that the man is not self-concious about his body expecially in a society where looks seems to get you much farther than talent.  Way to go Will Ferrel! I'm proud of you but yet a bit disgusted at the same time.

I hate my life....sooooooo much!

i like the easy routes
im lazy and selfish
they were made for a reason
and that reason might be me
but who cares? without easy routes , more than half the people who are successful wouldnt be.
they had to take at least one easy route too right?

I really don't want to be here.  I am feeling so sick.

I want to go see my boyfriend!
 
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