36 days

*includes nights and weekends

My mom was in Las Vegas for mother's days.  She knows how to celebrate.

I know it's my fault that I'm failing, but if I can't go to prom and they won't give me back my $150 there is going to be some serious issues. I don't have the money to waste on this and my mom did everything possible to make sure that I could go to prom. Like honestly we don't have money to blow by any means, AS A MATTER OF FACT I don't think anyone has that money to blow...I don't understand how they're going to say prom is non-refundable...if I'm not going then where does my money go? I ain't paying for other people to enjoy prom...I'm sorry but this policy is dumb a shit. Prom is an after school activity, I don't get why we can't go...Sigh, I hate my life.

Okay so i forgot to post yesterday about it. Yesterday i took my mom out to a movie and we saw jumping the broom we laughed and had fun the day before i bought my mom some jewelry that she picked out and then i gave her a card which she enjoyed the most. It was great. I love my mom. 

Well I had off from work today so I suppose that was a plus and I got to spend some time with my mom, even if it was at home. Though one downside I would have to say was being sick. I mean having a cold can really ruin a day; you know? Though I am glad I saw my mom happy. Oh and my grandmother, cant forget her.

Omg, I can't stand anymore. I've been trying to work on this same essay for three days straight. I keep getting the same answer that won't answer my question. I'm emotionally distraught, not only from this paper, but from my life. Oh geez, I'm at my limit. I honestly can't handle much more...

At least I was able to give my mom a good mother's day. This was the first one without my dad. He usually took care of everything. I didn't know what to do, so I started with the small things. I let her sleep in, pulled up ecards with out favorite characters on them, then I did her hair. I gave her bangs like me and curled her hair. It looked really nice, once she pulled them into a ponytail-ish bun. We went out to Ruby Tuesdays and got our favorite waiter.

I guess I don't care about how I feel today. As long as mom is happy, then I will be happy to.

Today is Mother's Day just came from church bout to get all my ingredients ready for this afternoon. I'm making dinner for my mom, grandma, my aunt, and my sister, theses people deserve to be treated well because they are my backbone. I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE them so much.

Yesterday was my last day at Acme.  It was a sad day but now I'm actually kinda relieved.

No more pushing millions of carts.  No more leaking trash bags.  No more rotten fruit.  No more spills in isle 11.  No more shop-backs.  I'm officially DONE!

I told them that I'd come visit because I know that I'm most likely going to be in that store constantly.  After all, I want to keep in touch for when they do call me back.  And they have to call back the layoffs first before they hire anyone new so I know they'll call me eventually.

I start my orientation at McDonald's today! 

I'm ecstatic.

Last night I got an hour of sleep.
- I slept for 6 hours this morning due to my one hour of sleep the night before
- Got a phone call to go shopping
- Went to the mall
- Got an energy drink
- Got a dress
- Went to work
- Worked for only 5 hours
- Debated on paying for a cab ride home but then decided it was nice out enough to walk 20 minutes to my house from work
- Arrived at my house
- Was greeted by roommate
- Showered
- Currently watching a movie

My job always makes my legs and feet hurt and i'm standing for four hours straight and when i'm cleaning the dining room i'm always tempted to sit down or i sit down and don't realize until i'm seated that i'm sitting. seriously i need a new job but you know atleast they make some good mac cheese and today was'nt a total lost I got to see my mentor play live in a park and she was fantastic she's officially my Idol and role model.